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you...
appear so sudden out of nowhere
and when i try to look closely
you're gone...
leaving a lot of questions
whose answers are nowhere to be found
so who are you?
what are you?

romantic stuff

Thanks to Ms. CS for sending the piece below. So romantic! =)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

soccer news - mungkin agak ketinggalan jaman

Yooo... I realized it's been a long time I didn't check on any soccer news or gossips. Hueheuheue... Lots of changes have happened in this year! Whoaaaa I'm so surprised.

For those of you who still follow the soccer news, why don't you tell me???

1. Hidetoshi Nakata doesn't play in Italy anymore! I knew that he moved from Parma to Bologna, then from Bologna to Fiorentina. But I never imagined that he would play in Bolton Wanderers (England). Anyway, I read his diary and he said he would like to go back to school if he had time. He wanted to go to school overseas (not Japan). That means, is it possible that he's gonna study in this city??? -> TAK MUNGKIN!!!!!! =P


2. Shinji Ono changed his website completely and all the English version is gone! Oh well, for those of you who understand Japanese can check this out: Shinji Ono's Official Website. Shinji finally has a bald head again. The last time I saw him, his hair was so weird. Now it's better =)


3. Alessandro Del Piero got married already. Wow! This is NEWS after lots of speculation and uncertainty. If I'm not wrong his wife's nickname is Sonia. My dear friend, Ms. AS, are you still loyal to Del Piero???? =P


4. Francesco Totti is also married already. If I'm not wrong, his wife's name is Ilary Blassi (American model?).


5. Alessandro Nesta's website, in which I'm an official member of the fans club, is closed. Now I don't know how he's doing. Hello handsome, how are you doing???


6. Wondering about Fabio Cannavaro and his kids (Martina and Christian), and also his brother, Paolo Cannavaro. How are they doing? I'm still not successful to find some news about them.


7. I missed a lot of chat opportunities with a soccer player such as with Pippo Inzaghi and Alberto Gilardino. Nyuuuu.... If you haven't known already, I've chatted (with the real person through the official website of the club!) with Sebastien Frey (in which he answered 'have s*x' in one of my question -> I never forget this coz he was my favorite player at that time, so it hurt me a lot! =P), AC Parma's coach at that time (duh I forgot his name! Oh ya Cesare Prandelli!), and my cute little Kaká (This one required a sacrifice coz on the next day I had two Final Exams! It didn't matter though =P). I also joined the chat with Alessandro Costacurta, but unfortunately he didn't answer my questions at all. Then, my fan letter for Shinji Ono twice appeared in his official website. The last one was my contact to Adrian Mutu via his official website. I got his reply sent right to my email, but I wasn't sure if he was really the one who replied me. Still, that's so nice though. I actually tried to send a real letter to Kaká via AC Milan's address, but no luck! Huehueheuehueheu...


8. Last but not least, my lovely Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite a.k.a. Kaká. Ohhhhhhmaiiiiigaaaattttt! I just found out that Kaká is getting married soon, on December 23rd to Caroline Celico, which is only 18 years old (Kaká is 23 years old). Oweeeeee... so young, eh? I was browsing around and found their dating pics. SO ROMANTIC!!!! Aihhhhh.... I wanna have a romantic, cute, and handsome guy like that! Ihihihihi... (O_o someone is gonna get jealous). I saw Kaká wearing a ring now, is that an engagement ring? Another thing I found out in one of the websites: topless Kaká picture. OMG!!!! He is so SEXY!!!! Huahaahahahahahaha... If you like Kaká and are strong enough to see a sexy cute guy, see this link. Look at the post by kakacalcio dated November 21, 2005 at 12:19. Oh well, ihihihihihih... Never mind me. I'm just a little bit crazy after not seeing him for a long time. You know I'm a big fan of him. Anyway, to see more about Kaká, check this out: Kaká by Wikipedia or Kaká by my past post.

Well, now I also start to wonder about F1! How is Juan Pablo Montoya and Kimi Raikkonen? Long time no see... Time to surf again! ^^

Saya adalah Minnie Mouse

Earmuff (tutup kuping biar nggak dingin) bulet besar ditambah jerawat gede pas di tengah idung... Jadilah saya seekor Minnie Mouse... -___-;; Mana entar bakal presentasi di depan orang sekota (ditambah lagi kehadiran Mayor-nya kota ini) dan direkam di dalam video tape. Aihhh tidak!!! Bisa-bisa saya jadi terkenal dengan reputasi Mini Tikus. OMG!!! Bayanginnya ajah enggak tahan...

Don trai dis et houm!

Gue lupa kalo karbohidrat itu menyerap aer...

Peristiwa ini terjadi minggu lalu. Bahan makanan untuk sarapan pagi macem cookies dan susu sapi udah abis. Maka pilihan makanan sehat satu-satunya adalah mie instan dan keluarganya (sehat di sini maksudnya kalo dibandingkan dengan junk food macem Burger King).

Tapi berhubung gue anak malezzz, biasa kalo pagi bangunnya cuma bisa pas-pasan, sekitar 45 menit sebelom kelas. Waktu 45 menit itupun biasanya abis hanya untuk siap-siap, makan pagi, dan maen internet sebelom kelas. Ga ada waktu buat mandi juga -__-;; Hihihihihi... Tenang! Saya tidak sejorok itu...

Untuk mengatasi masalah 'nggak ada waktu buat mandi', gue pun memutuskan untuk mandi sebelom tidur. Solusi ini cukup berjalan kadang-kadang (kalo sorenya gue ga males mandi, kalo males ya terpaksa ga mandi 2 hari =P~~). Maka terpikirlah suatu solusi untuk masalah makan pagi keesokan hari itu, yaitu masak mie instan malem itu, simpen di kulkas dan microwave keesokan harinya!

Yak, sebuah solusi yang keliatannya cukup terpikirkan matang-matang. Mungkin eksperimen itu akan berhasil jikalau saya memilih indomie goreng dan sejenisnya. Tapi gue lagi ga niat makan yang goreng-gorengan, apalagi baru dapet kiriman bihun instan dari ayah dan ibu tercinta lewat sang sepupu yang baru berlibur dari tanah air pusaka. Huhuhuhu...

Rencana masak-memasak kali itu sih benernya udah gagal duluan dari pertama, soalnya bukannya disimpen di kulkas malah akhirnya berakhir di dalam perut gadis kiyut ini, abis bihunnya terlihat aduhai menawan hati sih. Hohohoho... ^o^ Trus setelah pilih-pilih lagi, akhirnya diputuskan untuk memasak mi murahan produksi negara ini. Biar enak dan lebih spesial, ditambah pake telor!

Langkah pertama akhirnya sukses ditempuh, setelah selesai mencuci piring dan sodara-sodaranya, gue kembali ke kamar dan memasukkan sewadah mie telor spesial ke dalem kulkas. 'Oke, bisa tidur dengan tenang sekarang...' pikir otak kecilku -> anggep aja otak kecil yang laper. Hihihihi...

Keesokan harinya, ketika selesai memanaskan sang makanan, ternyata kuahnya udah ilang bok! Ilang tong tong bolong!!! Nyaoloh... Trus mienya jadi gerendel-gerendel gede-gede gituh. Omaigad... Tetep si akhirnya gue coba makan, soalnya ga ada pilihan laen. Saya enekkk sama Burger King!

Akhirnya setelah separoh wadah abis, lidah gue nyerah. Ga enak bow rasanya! Uhuhuhuhu... Kesimpulan dari percobaan ini adalah: nggak ada lagi masak karbohidrat berkuah untuk disimpen lama-lama.

Ya gitu deh, saya hanya memberikan bahan ingatan untuk Anda semua. Jangan mengulangi kesalahan yang sama yo! Ihihihihihi... -__-;;

lepas... hilang sudah...

pelan-pelan...
tanpa kau sadari...
aku melepaskan diri...

lambat laun...
tanpa dia sadari...
aku melepaskan diri...

jauh...
lama sudah...
aku hilang...

meski kau sesali...
meski dia sesali...
aku tak'kan kembali...

Once you lose me, you will lose me forever...

a lil poem

to taste a sweetness just to taste a bitterness is just too painful
to clash with Your way is just too sorrowful
shouldn't open my way yet it was joyful
shouldn't regret the path yet it was miserable
can't stay in but can't let go
still no options are left to choose
when the road shows the final shape
this heart can sense where it leads
flood of tears fills the lake
yet the sun is shining so bright
the unfairness of the world is just an eternal fact

pilm

Baru nonton 'Kicking and Screaming', langsung jatuh cinta sama Francesco Liotti. Ahhhhhhh cakepppp!!! Jadi inget sama Alessandro Nesta. Orang Italy, kiyut, jago maen bola. Gile tuh anak kalo udah gede asal ga aneh-aneh pasti cakepnya oke banget tuh. Ahakssss bermimpi deh saya.

Lagi nyari-nyari picnya dia, susah bener! Malah dapetnya Harry Potter 4. Orangnya buruk-buruk ah. Si Voldemort ajah kalo rambutnya dibenerin ada kemungkinan cakep. Cho Chang juga lumayan cantik. Nih kalo mo liat
klik di sini.

Why do guys like girls?

This is a forwarded email from Cort. Thanks Cort!

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo


2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder


3. How cute they look when they sleep


4. The ease in which they fit into our arms


5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world


6. How cute they are when they eat


7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while


8. Because they are always warm even when it's minus 30 outside


9. The way they look good no matter what they wear


10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth


11. How cute they are when they argue


12. The way her hand always finds yours


13. The way they smile


14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight


15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....


16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them


17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"


18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...


19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry


20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly


21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt


22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it)!


23. The way they say "I miss you"


24. The way you miss them


25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons. No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

Number 8 is definitely not true for me, who is considered as a cold-blooded person. Hihihi... Oh! They should put another point: 26. The way she gives you cute nickname. Huehuehueheuheu.... =P

For the truth value of the rest, ask the guys! Ciao!

peristiwa dan mimpi buruk

Akhir-akhir ini gue lagi sering mimpi buruk. Dua hari yang lalu, gue mimpi lagi dapet tugas ngecet tembok rumah orang bareng 2 orang temen. Tiba-tiba di depan rumah ada kasus pembunuhan, kalo ga salah sih penembakan. Berhubung rumah yang kita cet itu berkaca jendela jernih cemerlang dan besar sekali, itu kasus keliatan jelas banget. Parahnya, tuh pembunuh juga bisa ngeliat dengan jelas kita bertiga sebagai saksi mata. Maka larilah kita untuk menyelamatkan diri. Jadi inti mimpinya kita dikejer-kejer mo dibunuh karena jadi saksi mata. Hiiii... serem banget deh.

Trus besok malemnya gue mimpi buruk lagi. Jadi gue lagi naek mobil sama cowok gue, trusan di belakang mobil kita tau-tau ada mobil polisi. Kita langsung dag-dig-dug gitu berhubung ada status ilegal karena mobil ga berasuransi. Ga tau gimana cowok gue nerobos lampu merah ya akhirnya si polisi ngejer kita deh. Lha makin takut aja toh soalnya kalo ketangkep pasti diperiksa segala macemnya trus hukuman bisa nambah kalo ketauan semua-muanya. Akhirnya cowok gue tancep gas trus jadi kaya di pilm-pilm kejar-kejaran sama polisi gitu. Status gue jadi buron deh... Nyampe di asrama yang ga jelas itu di mana, gue baru nyadar kalo tuh polisi ternyata tinggal di satu gedung yang sama kaya gue. Gyaaaa!!! Gawat, parah!!! Gue sama cowok gue pisah. Gue ngabur nyari tempat persembunyian di asrama, cowok gue cabut pake mobil ke tempat laen. Berhubung tuh polisi tau nomer kamar gue, jadilah dia mengejar daku. Ah malangnya nasibku... Tapi saya berhasil lolos dari kejeran setelah ngumpet di bawah selimut. Hihihi... Kesiannn de lo....

Ga taunya mimpi buruknya ga sampe di situ aja, malahan makin aneh menjadi-jadi. Tau-tau setelah ngabur dan kembali ke aktivitas sehari-hari, gue masuk sekolah pas ada exam di kelasnya Prof. R. Hihihi... Kangen kali ya gue ama dia sampe bisa muncul di alam bawah sadar gue. Oke kembali ke mimpi gue, cara ngerjain exam-nya lebih aneh bujubuneng lagi. Kan pilihan ganda tuh, bukannya nyilangin atau ngitemin buletan-buletan atau lonjongan-lonjongan, malahan masing-masing nomor jawabannya ditulis di sehelai kertas. Abis itu kertas-kertasnya ditaro di atas lante aja, tapi lantenya uda dikasi nomor-nomor gitu, jadi naro kertasnya disusun rapi sesuai nomor-nomor di lantai. Eh tau-tau ada angin bertiup kencang sekali, bunyinya 'syuuur...' dan kertas-kertas gue beterbangan dan ga karu-karuan posisinya. Nomor 1 jadi di tempat nomor 2, nomor 2 jadi di nomor 3, dan seterusnya. Lebih parah lagi, tau-tau bel berbunyi, menandakan waktu telah berakhir, jadi gue ga bisa ngebenerin dan alhasil nilai gue jelek buanget. Ehhh profesornya marah gitu gue dapet jelek, malah nilai-nilai gue yang dulunya udah bagus ikut-ikutan diturunin. Lha sebel kan nilai akhir gue jadi burukkk!!!

Setelah mimpi, kemaren peristiwa buruk bener-bener terjadi. Gue lagi maen internet di perpustakaan. Trusan baru inget kalo harus nge-print catetan geografi. Pas gue nge-print, ada ibu-ibu udah tua berdiri di belakang gue gitu sambil ngomong 'excuse me'. Gue kira tuh ibu mo nge-print juga, lantas gue mikir nih ibu gimana sih padahal printer yang ga dipake ada satu lagi tepat di sebelahnya. Pas lagi nunggu hasil printing-an gue, gue minggir ngasi jalan buat tuh ibu biar dia bisa nge-print. Eh setelah gue perhatiin, kok si ibu engga ngapa-ngapain tapi cuma ngeliatin gue. Wahhh perasaan jadi ga enak nih. Karena rasa ingin tau dan engga nyaman yang besar, gue akhirnya memberanikan diri bertanya, 'Can I help you?'. Si ibu jawab, 'No. I'm just looking at you.' Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... ketakutan gue makin menjadi-jadi! Nih ibu apa maunya sih??? Berhubung saat itu mood gue lagi ga narsis, jadi gue ngerasa engga nyaman banget. Pas gue balik ke tempat duduk, si ibu juga balik ke komputer yang dia pake di seberang gue. Gue langsung siap siaga, jangan-jangan si ibu mo nyuri apa-apanya gue, atau jangan-jangan dia mo ngehipnotis gue. Langsung HP en dompet gue jaga banget-banget, trus sedia pensil kalo-kalo gue ngerasa terhipnotis biar gue tusuk aja jari gue supaya sadar lagi. Trus gue plirak-plirik, si ibu masih di situ. Akhirnya gue berusaha fokus sama maen internet sampe akhirnya ga terasa udah 2 jam dan si ibu telah pergi. Gue periksa tas lagi, dompet sama HP masih ada pada tempatnya, gue menghela napas lega. But the intention of that woman still remains a mystery until now...

diversity and morality

WARNING!!! The content below may not be suitable for some people. Therefore bear in mind that the purpose of this post is solely for expressing my personal thoughts and opinions, no more than that. I'm not responsible for any reactions or behaviors that resulted from this post. Comments are still acceptable as long as they are presented in appropriate ways.

I've always wondered why diversity exists in this world as if it is very useful. We have learned since we were little kids that diversity (hopefully) enriches our world and our lives. But, does it really work that way? Through my observations and my own experiences, I've learned that it works in the opposite way instead. A lot of conflicts and riots happen because of the diversity itself, especially the cultural and religious clashes. Diversity limits our movements and our relationships with other people.

As for my religion, I've never questioned its value before. I do believe in my religion even until now. But I find some disconnection between the two sides that have been taught and rooted inside of me. I've never tried to blend science and religion into one sense, as I know it won't ever work at all. Yet, a study about morality that usually agrees on religion also denies all of it. I know that I wasn't good on it, and I always thought it was a useless subject, but there are some things that have been embedded deep in my heart and in my mind. 12 years of studying PPKn, I remembered clearly the basic things such as "don't force a religion on someone." I'm pretty sure all of the Indonesians remember this too. However, that's just merely a theory, isn't it? Easier said than done. For instance some religions restrict people of having some benefits if they marry others of different religions. Even worse, some religions also forbid people to marry others of certain religions. Don't you feel it's wrong? Contradicting the theory, those 'rules' indirectly force people to have some certain religions. I also feel the urge from people around me to make my prospective partner believe in my religion, otherwise I ought to find and marry another guy of the same religion. To be honest, I'm pissed off. So what's the point of penetrating those morality doctrines in my early years then? Why don't you just say everything honestly straight from the very beginning?

I know that the world would be dull if there was always a unity in every living aspect. Still, our world is too diverse that it can't take it anymore. The vision of having one single religion, language, or even culture throughout the entire world seems so blissful to me, though I know it won't be the perfect condition too. At any rate, I just want a harmony around me, at least around people whom I love. Is it possible???

Again, this is only a thought that needs to be expressed. No offense to anyone. Peace!

Phil

There is this someone, a daily customer of the coffee shop that I work at, who always buys short coffee. He is quite friendly and likes to tease people. Once he tried to memorize the workers' name and he asked for my nick name coz he thought my name was too long. On the next day he forgot my name already. So here is how our conversation went... M = Mr. somebody (hehehe... I forgot his name too), P = me.

M : Hi Ms. D!
Ms. D : Hi!
M : *looking at me* Ummm... let's see... *thinking* Ummmm......... *thinking deeper* Ummmmmmmmmmmm... *thinking deepest* I'm sorry, I forgot your name. I couldn't remember at all.
P : Hehehe... Pei.
M : What's that?
P : My name is Pei.
M : Oh! Philly!
P : No, it's Pei.
M : Who? Phiiii...
P : It's 'Pe'.
M : Pppppp...
P : Peeeee...
M : Pppppe?
P : Yea, Peeee...i
M : Yeah, I got it! *smiling brightly* Philly!
P : (Haihhhh... *saying in my mind*) Yea, anything that's easy for you. *gave up already*
M : Yeah! Phil! I'll just call you Phil!
P : Huh???
M : Ms. D and Phil! Ms. D and Phil!

Since that day he always calls me Phil -___- And so there are 2 Phil in my workplace: The Great Phil and The Phil Jr. -> me. Hehehehe... This is crazy! I don't know what the real Phil would say if he knows about this.

Anyway, some people are wondering why I put L'Arc Insurance^TM on the last post's title. That's because I used the phrase 'Accident happens suddenly'. The phrase appeared in L'Arc~en~Ciel concert in Budokan around 1994 or 1995 when hyde was still pretty. hydeeeeeeeeee I love you!!!! Hehehehe... *Hopefully somebody is not jealous* =P Back to the concert thing, ken-chan suddenly fell down during the 'Blurry Eyes' song, and after that there was this commercial info about L'Arc Insurance^TM. Hahahahha... The funny thing was that ken could still laugh even when he was in the 'fell down' position. ken oh ken, so funny...



Breaking news! I was talking to someone and he was so happy to hear that my new Laruku album hadn't arrived yet. Right after I hung up the phone, the doorbell rang. It was the postwoman! She delivered my new L'Arc~en~Ciel album, AWAKE!!! YeaY!!! The design of the album is a little bit disappointing actually, but since the songs are great, and I love hyde very much (This is more like the main reason. Hehehehe...), so I forgive them! Hehehehe... Go go Laruku!!! Go go hyde!!! I am listening to my favorite song 'Jyoujyoushi' rite now. Oh by the way, that someone whom I was talking to before, said that he wouldn't enjoy the songs coz he didn't understand the meaning of the lyrics. He said it would just be a bunch of cang cing cung ceng cong (-> must be a revenge of what I said. Hehehehe...). Gotcha!!! I even have the Chinese meaning rite now! All of the lyrics! Special for you! Hehehehe...

Okay, I want to continue listening to Laruku again. Ttyl...

Accident happens suddenly (L'Arc InsuranceTM)

Oh yeah, I screwed up again this morning. Remember my old post during Fall semester when I woke up late till I missed my chemistry class and 45-minute late to work? This wake-up problem occurred again today, even worse I woke up around 8:20 when I was supposed to be at work at 6 a.m. I supposed my manager was mad at me.

Anyway, I had set up 3 alarms so how on earth could it happen? Is that because I really slept like a pig so I didn't hear all of the rings? Or is that because the alarms didn't ring at all. Hummmm... I don't know what's going on.

However, I don't feel as bad as my first time encountering this situation. Why? I don't know. Maybe I've turned into a bad girl after all. Hehehehe... =P Or maybe my morality has been degraded. Oh well, I'll make sure I arrive on time tomorrow.

I'm really surprised to find my first essay and my service learning analysis got perfect scores (100/100). Wow! That's great! Thank you for all of you who have helped me: Ms. C, my dear, Mr. W, Ms. D, and Mr. D. But this is not the time to relax yet. I just found out that the second essay will be due this Wednesday (two days from now)! S***t! T__T That means I may not have any chance to check my essay to two of my most valuable correctors. Dear.... I hope you still have time... And my only native speaker corrector, Ms. D. I hope I can see her tomorrow as she is usually very busy.

Okay, time to get everything done! I'll write you later!

Lelaki dan Perempuan

From the Friendster bulletin board, this is a very meaningful article. Thanks Ms. B!

Dia yang diambil dari tulang rusuk. Jika Tuhan mempersatukan dua orang yang berlawanan sifatnya, maka itu akan menjadi saling melengkapi. Dialah penolongmu yang sepadan, bukan sparing partner yang sepadan. Ketika pertandingan dimulai, dia tidak berhadapan denganmu untuk melawanmu, tetapi dia akan berada bersamamu untuk berjaga-jaga di belakang saat engkau berada di depan atau segera mengembalikan bola ketika bola itu terlewat olehmu, dialah yang akan menutupi kekuranganmu.

Dia ada untuk melengkapi yang tak ada dalam laki-laki: perasaan, emosi, kelemahlembutan, keluwesan, keindahan, kecantikan, rahim untuk melahirkan, mengurusi hal-hal sepele... sehingga ketika laki-laki tidak mengerti hal-hal itu, dialah yang akan menyelesaikan bagiannya sehingga tanpa kau sadari ketika kau menjalankan sisa hidupmu... kau menjadi lebih kuat karena kehadirannya di sisimu.

Jika ada makhluk yang sangat bertolak belakang, kontras dengan lelaki, itulah perempuan. Jika ada makhluk yang sanggup menaklukkan hati hanya dengan sebuah senyuman, itulah perempuan.

Ia tidak butuh argumentasi hebat dari seorang laki-laki... tetapi ia butuh jaminan rasa aman darinya karena ia ada untuk dilindungi....tidak hanya secara fisik tetapi juga emosi.

Ia tidak tertarik kepada fakta-fakta yang akurat, bahasa yang teliti dan logis yang bisa disampaikan secara detail dari seorang laki-laki, tetapi yang ia butuhkan adalah perhatiannya... kata-kata yang lembut... ungkapan-ungkapan sayang yang sepele... namun baginya sangat berarti... membuatnya aman di dekatmu....

Batu yang keras dapat terkikis habis oleh air yang luwes, sifat laki-laki yang keras ternetralisir oleh kelembutan perempuan. Rumput yang lembut tidak mudah tumbang oleh badai dibandingkan dengan pohon yang besar dan rindang... seperti juga di dalam kelembutannya di situlah terletak kekuatan dan ketahanan yang membuatnya bisa bertahan dalam situasi apapun.

Ia lembut bukan untuk diinjak, rumput yang lembut akan dinaungi oleh pohon yang kokoh dan rindang.

Jika lelaki berpikir tentang perasaan wanita, itu sepersekian dari hidupnya.... tetapi jika perempuan berpikir tentang perasaan lelaki, itu akan menyita seluruh hidupnya.... Karena perempuan diciptakan dari tulang rusuk laki-laki, karena perempuan adalah bagian dari laki-laki... apa yang menjadi bagian dari hidupnya, akan menjadi bagian dari hidupmu. Keluarganya akan menjadi keluarga barumu, keluargamu pun akan menjadi keluarganya juga. Sekalipun ia jauh dari keluarganya, namun ikatan emosi kepada keluarganya tetap ada karena ia lahir dan dibesarkan di sana.... karena mereka, ia menjadi seperti sekarang ini. Perasaannya terhadap keluarganya, akan menjadi bagian dari perasaanmu juga... karena kau dan dia adalah satu.... dia adalah dirimu yang tak ada sebelumnya. Ketika pertandingan dimulai, pastikan dia ada di bagian lapangan yang sama denganmu.

something

love or lust? friend or enemy? care or lie?
when everything blends into one, i'm drowned into confusion
i'm swallowed by frustation

Pei jadi BABU (part 2)

Kemaren akhirnya kembali lagi ke situasi pramuwisma. Caelah... bahasanya keren bener! Begitu nyampe, langsung lah gue en KY pergi ke dapur. Beres-beres kulkas adalah kegiatan pertama, soalnya dirasa paling gampang. Anehnya nih, roti ditaro di freezer. Trus gigitannya bayi ditaro di freezer aja loh! Buset dah, entar kalo bayinya ngegigit mah yang ada giginya rontok semua. Berhubung kita disuruh mengembalikan pada tempatnya, jadi ya sudah, terserah mereka lah...

Kemudian, saatnya menarik kulkas dan membersihkan tembok serta lantai di belakangnya. Kabel listriknya kok dicari-cari ga ada gitu, ya udah kita manggil tu si ibu penyuruh-nyuruh (mari kita panggil ibu nyolot). Ga boleh aja loh cabut kabel listriknya! Gile kali ye, gue mah kaga mau kesetrum. Akhirnya gue ma KY beranggapan 'bukan rumah kita' alias anggep aja udah beres padahal belom. Hihihihi...

Abis itu KY bilang dia mo nyuci tempat sampahnya. Okelah, gue nyapu lante aja. Tau-tau die pegi ke sink sambil bilang 'mau muntah'. Pas gue liat tempat sampahnya... hiiiiiiiiiii... menjijikkan ditambah baunya amit-amit! Untung dia berhasil menahan keinginan mau muntahnya itu.

Selese nyapu, saat-saat mengepel lante tiba. Datanglah kita berdua kepada ibu nyolot buat minta pel lante. Tau ga sih jawabnya apa? 'Buat dapur, saya mau deep cleansing, jadi pelnya pake tangan!' Gile aje! Orang-orang laen tuh bisa bersihin pake vacuum cleaner trus di pel. Kite nih uda disuruh pake sapu, plus ngepel pake tangan pula! Ya udahlah, sabarkan diri, toh hari itu akan berakhir... Asal tau aja ya, baru ngepel satu kotak kecil 15 x 15 cm aja kain pelnya langsung item najong gitu. Gue yakin tu dapur ga pernah dibersihin berabad-abad deh. Jijikkkkzzzz...

Akhirnya pekerjaan dapur selese. Gue ma KY dengan bangganya melihat dapur yang kinclong. Wowwwww gue qualified jadi babu loh! -kaya gitu bangga... -__-;;-

Nggak taunya pekerjaan lain datang menyusul. Kali ini kita disuruh bersihin teras. Hmmm... yang ini ga berat-berat amat si, cuman parahnya serangga di mana-mana, padahal gue phobia abis sama serangga. Gile, bersihin jendela ada kepik sama serangga beterbangan gede-gede. Bersihin tembok, ada laba-laba plus sarangnya. Bersihin lante, ada semutnya. Nyaolohhhh gue udah mau pingsan! Ehhh itu si ibu bukannya bantuin, malah leha-leha ngerokok di sebelah gue. Brengsek! Gue ga mau jadi perokok pasif...

Abis itu ada makan siang bentar, trus J dateng bantuin kita. Tapi karena kita udah capek dan ga mau dikasih pekerjaan baru lagi, alhasil kita pake strategi baru, yaitu bersihin sebersih dan selama mungkin. Jadi kita kerjain pelan-pelaaaaaan banget kaya putri solo, trusan yang udah bersih kita bersihin lagi. Hehehehe...

Tinggal 1 jam lagi sebelom waktu pulang, akhirnya kita mulai menyapu dan setelah itu mengepel lantai. Gue pun mulai menginvestigasi di manakah keberadaan pel lantai. Hati ini begitu riang ketika menemukan tempat persembunyiannya, tapi baru aja mau dipakai si ibu tereak-tereak lagi 'Stop stop! Saya maunya deep cleansing, jadi pel pake tangan!' Beeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh itu mah namanya penyiksaan! Anjrot banget ga sih?!

Ya sudahlah, buat nilai A, saya jalani aja. I'll do whatever it takes (in positive ways) to get a good grade. Tapi cukup sudah, saya ga mau lagi volunteer di sono! Cukup!!!

Pei jadi BABU (part 1)

Hari ini gue ofisial jadi Te Ka We alias Tenaga Kerja Wanita yang dipekerjakan MURAH alias tanpa gaji. Behhhhhhhhhh gue dibudakin bo!!! Bukankah sekarang jaman kerja paksa sudah tiada? Kenapa juga gue masih stuck di sono? Hehehehe...

Ini semua bermula dari pengambilan kelas Bahasa Inggris gue sama seorang guru atas saran dari Abang E. Bang E, awas lo ya kalo nanti uda balik ke sini, gue bantai!!! Hihihi... Bercanda bang, tapi karna abang bersalah sama aye, abang harus traktir! Hehehehe...

Jadi ni ye, bisa-bisanya kelas Bahasa Inggris ada tugas volunteer-nya. Jadi kan pergi ke tempat penampungan korban kekerasan gitu, katanya sih disuruh bantuin bersih-bersih -perhatikan kata NGEBANTUIN-. Ngga taunya ternyata disuruh ngebersihin semuanya sampe ke sudut-sudut dunia. Yeeee itu mah namanya bukan ngebantuin!

Jadi gue dapet tugas bersihin dapur. Dapurnya terdiri dari banyak lemari plus kulkas segede gajah sama microwave en kompor plus jendela dan meja serta kursi-kursi. Tau ga gue disuruh apa?

1. Bersihin langit-langit


2. Cuci temboknya


3. Sapu lantenya


4. Ngepel lantenya


5. Cuci luar sama dalemnya lemari-lemari


6. Cuci semua barang-barang yang ada di dalem lemari


7. Cuci luar sama dalemnya microwave


8. Tarik kulkasnya, bersihin tembok di belakangnya plus sapu en pel lante di bawahnya


9. Tarik kompornya, bersihin tembok di belakangnya plus sapu en pel lante di bawahnya


10. Cuci luar sama dalemnya kulkas


11. Cuci luar sama dalemnya kompor


12. Bersihin lampu-lampu yang ada di dapur


13. Bersihin meja makannya


14. Bersihin kursi-kursinya


15. Bersihin barang-barang yang ada di kulkas


16. Cuci tempat sampahnya


17. Cuci sink-nya


18. Bersihin pipa-pipa aer


19. Cuci toaster-nya


20. Cuci blender-nya


21. Cuci coffee maker-nya


22. Cuci kettle-nya


23. Cuci mesin sterilisasi botol-botol bayi


24. Bersihin laen-laen yang lupa disebutin

Geblekkkkkkkkkk!! Emang gue apaan? Mending kalo itu semua cuma kotor-kotor dikit. Ngga taunya kotornya aujubile amit-amit jabang beibi. Microwave aja nih, beeeeeeeehhhhh pas dibuka dalemnya kotor semua bekas makanan, dibersihin aja susah bener masti pake tenaga dalem. Trusan lemari pas dibuka bauuuuu!!! Lebih parah lagi yang ngerjain dapur cuman gue ma mbak KY, trus belakangan dibantuin mbak J. Udah deh gawat pokoknya hari ini capek banget. Itu aja belom semua selese, nomor 3, 4, 8, sama 10 mesti dikerjain besok lagi. Ya udah doain gue ya, besok kayanya kalo dapur uda selese dikasih kerja tambahan lagi. Maknyosssss gue malezzz benerrrrrrr!!!

another little poem

It's like I'm standing on a junction
I don't know what to choose
I'm afraid of what lies ahead
Coz I know I can't reverse my steps
So which path should I take?
Give me a sign...

a little poem

Apa jadinya jika darah sudah tak mampu menyangga tubuh?
Sel darah putih telah berhasil menggerogoti habis
Hingga sel darah merah hilang menipis
Sepertinya keping darah pun telah menurun
Tak ada benang fibrin yang dapat menyembuhkan luka
Sampai kapankah jantung ini bertahan?

selingkuh -__-

Selingkuh... Gue inget banget pernah diselingkuhin ma mantan gue, ih ga asik banget. Gue ngamuk sengamuk-ngamuknya, kesel, sedih, pokoknya campur aduk yang ga enak ga enak deh. Sakitnya enggak ketulungan. Makanya sejak saat itu, gue janji ma diri sendiri gue ga mau nyelingkuhin orang. Gue ga mau nyakitin co gue. Tapi, pada akhirnya toh Pei selingkuh juga... dalam MIMPI.

Ga tau bisa-bisanya gue mimpi begitu, dan yang jadi teman selingkuhan adalah Mister Satoru Okabe alias Mas Gackt-nya mbak R -ampun mbak!!! Jangan marah, gue juga ga tau kenapa kok bisa mimpi begitu- Hummmmm.... aneh juga, bisa-bisanya Gackt gituh, harusnya teman selingkuhannya yang lebih keren kek, kaya mas HYDE. Huehehehhee... Nah, yang pasti cerita lebih jelasnya kayak begini.

Gue pas lagi pulang sekolah, trus awalnya gue ketemu co gue a.k.a. mas C. Dan jelas banget dia tau ada co laen. Trus dia ngomong gini: 'Ya udah kalo kamu emang milih dia, gpp... Terserah mau pilih siapa.' Eh bisa-bisanya gue milih mas Gackt. Trus dia meninggalkan daku, ihiks... sedih banget deh. Abis itu gue berlari menyongsong mas baruku. Gakuto orangnya lebih care ke gue, tas gue yang dibawain gitu. Pas lagi mau jalan ke mobil, tau-tau ketemu tante-tante teman ibuku, tapi mereka ga liat. Yang liat cuman tante M -ya ampun... Tante M kok muncul lagi di mimpiku ada apa ya? Udah 2 kali nih...- Ya gue si ga perlu memperkenalkan lebih lanjut mereka sudah menduga dan menggosip sendiri hubungan di antara kami berdua, Pei jalan sama co berduaan doang gituh, apa lagi hubungannya... Tapi si eMas ga pedulian sama orang laen, ga ramah deh. Sejak itu gue jadi menduga-duga, apakah pilihan gue uda bener? Trus yang lebih aneh lagi, tau-tau mukanya Gackt berubah jadi muka orang laen, ga tau deh sape. Naek mobil, trus ditanyain mo makan apa, akhirnya diputuskan die yang mo masak. Mampir ke rumahnya, rumahnya aujubile gede banget segede komplek perumahan tempat gue tinggal di Indonesia. Beeeehhhh... jalan dari tempat parkir ke rumahnya aja ngabisin tenaga. Tambah aneh lagi, pas lagi jalan dari tempat parkir ke rumahnya, yang muncul adalah Mas Gackt en de genk dengan gaya dandanan Visual Kei paporitnya itu. Gyaaaaaaaaa!!! Gaunnya yang norak ngejreng kaya di opera, mukanya putiiiihhh banget karna bedak tebel sama pake make-up yang lipstiknya merah darah. Rambutnya yang disasak gede plus ada pringkel-pringkelnya bak lady-lady jaman revolusi Prancis. Omaigutnes yaoloh!!! Gue langsung yakin kalo gue telah salah mengambil keputusan. Abis itu langsung netepin hati buat minta maap alias putus dan kembali pada eMasku yang lama. Uda sampe di rumahnya, akhirnya die udah ganti baju dan kembali pada style cool-nya di Moon Child. Tapi mau ngomong, segen-segen juga, abis kayanya moodnya lagi ga enak, tampangnya jutek bener! Guenya yang sok-sok liat-liat barang sambil ngumpulin keberanian. Abis itu tau-tau gue terbangun dari mimpi... Yah, ga jelas deh akhirnya gimana. Jadi putus apa engga, dimaapin sama Mas C atau enggak.

Hummm... aneh bener. Bisa-bisanya gue mipi uaneh begitu. Apa ini pertanda buat gue kalo jangan selingkuh ya? Hehehe... Mudah-mudahan... Gue pengen bisa setia, kaya lagunya Jikustik: Aku masih di sini untuk setia...

Oiya, beruhubung gue insomnia, bangun tiap 3 jam sekali. Makanya abis itu gue mimpi laen lagi. Mimpi kali ini adalah masa di mana gue masih SMP. Lagi pelajaran Bu T, tapi anehnya Bu T bukan ngajar ekonomi tapi biologi. Lho??? Jago bener si Ibu. Sayangnya gue telat datengnya, minta surat ke kepala sekolah dulu deh baru bisa masuk kelas. Pas besoknya, gue telat lagi coba! Bu T yang BT gitu deh jadinya ke gue. Tapi ya udah, gue langsung disuruh duduk. Abis itu tiba-tiba ada klub Taiko ngadain pertunjukan kecil-kecilan, tapi salah satu anggotanya ga bisa dateng. Trus gue maen ditarik ajah suru perform. Beeehhh mana gue bisa, pegang alatnya sekali aja ga pernah. Akhirnya pas pertunjukan gue yang bikin kaco deh salah-salah melulu. Pas di tengah-tengah pertunjukan taiko, tau-tau alaram HP gue berbunyi TRUTTTT TRUTTTT... menandakan gue harus bangun dan siap-siap ke gereja.

Ya udah geh, begono aja cerita tentang mimpi-mimpinya. Daaaaahhhh!!!

so sweet...

From the Friendster bulletin board. Thanks Ms. D!

The guy who loves you, if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knows if he does, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason why he loves you, he only knows that in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complain if you don't reply his message but others, because he cares.

The guy who loves you, only drops his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart, the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you, will remember every word you said, even if it's accidentally, and he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you, will not give any promise that easily, because he doesn't want to break the promise, he wants you to believe in him and he wants to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much, because he already plans it for you, he wants to give you the best life in the future, he wants to give you a surprise, believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch of roses and call you darling like what you expect, but he will carry your luggage and ask you "Why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you when you are mad, and when you finish, he will say "You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier." with smile.

The guy who loves you, doesn't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will send a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he called that late, he will say "When you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you are calm down, my explanation will only really works."

The guy who loves you, always calls you little girl, but everytime he wants to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you, doesn't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarreling, he will apologize uncontrollably, although you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with "Baby, actually you know it's your fault, you know it yourself."

The guy who loves you, when he really misses you, he will buy a bunch of roses and wait for you stupidly under your apartment, but he never knows what he bought was daisy, but it doesn't matter because in his heart, there are roses.

The guy who loves you, will call you in the middle of a night, just to hear your voice.

The guy who loves you, sometimes makes you jealous, just to see the reaction in your face, whether you're jealous or not.

The guy who loves you, often pretends like he doesn't care about you, but for sure he's so into you.

The guy who loves you, seldom says "I love you" because he thinks act speaks louder than words.

The guy who loves you, sometimes calls you for talking about unimportant things, he misses you!

Girls in crush or love, do you think the guy who's beside you really loves you? If yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.

Pei jadi orang gila

Have you ever seen someone walking on the street without any shoes or sandals? When you saw that, did you think that someone was really crazy? If so, then I am included in your crazy people list. Hehehehe... Yeah, what really happened was...

My sister and I went to a restaurant to have dinner. The restaurant was within walking distance from my sis' apt so I wore my favorite sandals -which arrived three weeks ago and I wore it just for a week- and walked there. Just when we arrived at the restaurant my right sandal broke, so I dragged my foot with the sandal along the road. What made it worse was that I forgot to bring my student ID. We could have gone to the bus station which was located behind the restaurant, but I didn't have my ID (it was used as a bus pass as well). *sigh* So I had to walk home again. It was so hard to walk while dragging one of my feet so I just walk with bare feet. Heuehueheuheuhue... Pertama kali nyeker di kota ini, jadi inget pas ngobok di SMA gue dulu. Mannnnn... If it's not necessary, don't ever think to try that. It hurt a lot! However, I arrived safely =)

Cry on My Shoulder

For everyone I love... Especially for my dear, I really mean it... ^^

Deutschland sucht den Superstar - Cry on My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is gray, oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Breaking News!!!

Alright, I just applied the Classical Physics theorem in a real life situation this morning, which is elastic collision between two objects in which the second object is at rest. Huhuhuhu... T_T

I was making a bowl of instant noodle when suddenly my head hit the opened cupboard door. Oh my goodness, what was I thinking?! Seriously, I didn't see anything at all in front of me, I didn't see that the door was there!!! Beeeeehhhh...

Okay, here is the detail of the scene... My head hit the door, and as the theorem stated, the velocity of my head became zero, but then the door moved and collided into the wall and then changed its direction, and crashed at my head again!!! Ya ampyurrrrr... (translation : Oh my goodness....). Geezzz... My head is still in pain until now, I hope my brain is alright and I won't become dumb.

Well, that is the end of today's breaking news. Keep checking frequently for some 'fresh' news! Pei from 'The Pei Kiyuth inc.' will be back soon!

Catch Me

I'm falling...
I'm drowning...
Catch me before I sunk...
Catch me before I die...

Lunar Silver Star Story - Luna's Boat Song

Today's song is from Lunar Silver Star Story, Luna's Boat Song, as this song really expresses my feeling at this moment.

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star

But what if that star is not to come?
Will that dream fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
There's a hole within my soul

What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all i need (desperately)
Is my star to come...

New Element in The Periodic Table

Hahahaha... so funny. Thanks Ms. HS for posting this on the Friendster bulletin board!

Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 kg; isotopes may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as honey if given a proper treatment.

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for unknown cause.
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.

TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better specimen.

POTENTIAL HAZARD
Illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with each other.

!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS. BE CAUTIOUS!

di mana cahayaku?

seandainya supernova itu ada, aku ingin bertanya
bagaimana sebaiknya, curahkan semua cahaya
satu gelap musnah terbitlah terang
namun awan-awan tutupkan daku kembali
aku tenggelam dalam kelamnya lautan
terlalu lamakah memandang bulan?
bukan...
seandainya teratai ikut membantu
sang katak tak akan terjatuh dalam air
siapa lagi yang dapat membantu?
mungkin matahari, mungkin bintang jatuh
tolong, sinarilah aku...

I wonder why...

I wonder why I can't have my freedom
I wonder why I can't choose my own way
I wonder why everyone always tries to take the happiness away from me
Don't you like to see me happy?

Mind your own business
You don't know anything at all
It's me who go through all this

I feel enough pain already
Don't let me suffer more
Don't take the only reason I can keep on living with a soul
Otherwise I'll be alive but also dead like a robot

Please don't...

hanya sebuah 'mimpi'?

Gue ini emang terlalu idealis ya? Kurang realistik kah gue?

Gue tau kemungkinan untuk berhasil kecil banget, mungkin cuma 1%. Tapi gue tetep pengen nyoba, karena 1% bisa berubah jadi 50% kan? 90%, atau bahkan 100%...

Emangnya usaha itu salah? Ga bolehkah mencoba sesuatu yang sulit? Apakah gue terlalu banyak bermimpi?

When a girl cries...

Got this from Ms. MR's bulletin board in Friendster (thanks!), and I modified the spelling a little bit.

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life.

If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily,
only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.

Guys,
if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up,
maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of you,
when she cries because of you,
look into her eyes,
can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think,
which other girl have cried with pure, sincerity,
in front of you, and because of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
she cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
she cries because crying silently is no longer possible.

Guys, think about it,
if a girl cries her heart out to you, and all because of you,
it's time to look back on what you have done,
only you will know the answer for it.

Do consider it,
because one day,
it may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "I'm sorry"...

Kedodolan Pei

Mari gue ceritakan beberapa kedodolan yang terjadi baru-baru ini.

Hari Rabu lalu. Semua dimulai dari Selasa malam, di mana gue ngecek semua persiapan untuk sekolah besok sebelom tidur. Dengan PeDenya gue ngerasa 100% beres. Pas masuk kelas komputer gue bingung kok orang-orang PRnya ada yang ditulis tangan + diketik. Dan gue baru nyadar senyadar-nyadarnya kalo setengah bagian PR yaitu yang tertulis belom gue kerjain. Ih mati gue!!! Jadi gue ni emang demen ngerjain pemrograman, makanya begitu PR dikasi langsung gue kerjain. Cuman tu PR terdiri dari 2 bagian: satu teori tertulis, satu lagi pemrograman. Yang tertulis gue pikirnya nanti-nanti aja, ga taunya gue lupa. Alhasil selese kelas gue lari ke tempat yang sepi, buru-buru ngerjain, trus dateng ke kantor guru dengan wajah tak berdosa pura-oura lupa ngumpulin. Untungnya sih gurunya mo nerima ga masalah, cuman berhubung buru-buru ngerjainnya jadi ga bener gitu. Bayangin nilai PR gue drop dari yang biasanya 50/50 jadi 37/50. Syok ga tuh!

Hikmah dari pengalaman ini: kalo ngerjain PR langsung semuanya dikerjain sekaligus, jangan cuma sebagian trus sisanya nanti-nanti.

Kedodolan hari Rabu ga cuma sampe situ doang. Pas waktu makan siang gue kepengen makan sayap-sayap ayam alias chicken wings yang gue simpen di kulkas. Gue pernah inget tuh jaman baholo kala Mbak ND pernah ngegosongin chicken wings jadi arang gara-gara dia masukkin tuh ayam plus aluminium foil-nya ke mikrowep (kalo belom tau itu tuh microwave -red). Cuman gue pikir tuh ayam gosong gara-gara kelamaan, soalnya aluminium foil kan penghantar panas yang baik makanya ga boleh lama-lama. Jadi yang ada di pikiran gue tuh ayam plus aluminium foil gue masukkin ke mikrowep, trus tu mikrowep bakal gue tongkrongin en gue cek sebentar-sebentar. Ga taunya nih, baru tombol start gue pencet tau-tau dari dalem mikrowep muncul sinar berkilauan. Bukan! Bukan tau-tau ada berlian, tapi aluminium foil-nya ngeluarin percikan api kaya kalo orang ngelas besi gitu. Reflek gue pencet tombol stop, gue buka tuh mikrowep. Yang ada di depan mata adalah ujung-ujung aluminium foil ngeluarin api gede. Anjir gue panik banget, langsung dengan sekuat tenaga gue tiup-tiup tuh isi mikrowep. Untung yang gosong ujungnya doang, ayamnya masih bisa terselamatkan. Jadi kalo lo dateng ke dapur asrama gue lante 4 liat dalemnya mikrowep ada bekas item-item gosong ga bisa ilang, itu tuh gara-gara gue!!! Hueheuheuehuee...

Pesan moral: jangan pernah masukkin aluminium foil ke dalem mikrowep! Trus jangan pernah coba-coba juga, bahaya tauk! Don trai dis et houm! (Don't try this at home -red)

Chubby Chocobo

As I've promised before, Pei proudly presents picture of the day: Chubby Chocobo!!! This is specially dedicated to my dear. Hohoho...

Why is that so? Becoz he always says that I'm chubby, even though he is chubby too, especially compared to his youthful days pics (very small ^o^). So yeah, this picture represents Mr. Bacteria or whatever I want to call him. Hauhauhauhaua....


Chubby!!! -Picture courtesy of RPG Fan-

Just kidding!!! Don't tickle me or scratch me or anything else with that kind of intention! Totally kidding!!! =P

Hartesnal

Apaan tuh Hartesnal? Pasti lo semua kaga ada yang ngarti deh. Hartesnal tuh singkatan dari Hari Tes Personal. Hari ini gue ga ada pelajaran sama sekali dong, tapi gue cukup tidak senang. Mengapa? Karena Pei memang ga ada pelajaran, adanya ulangan. Iya bok! Dari 4 kelas yang gue punya, 3 diantaranya ulangan, 1 lagi diliburin soalnya gurunya ada konferensi.

3 ulangan serasa mau pingsan. 3 ulangan mata pelajaran IPA ga berasa mau pingsan, yang ada hampir gila. Hueheuheuhe... Jadi maap maap aja yah kalo hari ini kelakuan gue agak di luar batas kewarasan otak (pas di dalem batas aja uda gila apalagi di luar batas ya?)

Semua ulangan tadi sih sebenernya nggak susah-susah amat, bisa dibilang lumayan lah kalo belajar. Dan gue emang belajar, jadi harusnya sih bisa, CUMAN... cuman 2 ulangan sekaligus tanpa istirahat itu bisa menghapus kesadaran otak loh! Buktinya pas ulangan Matematika Diskrit, otak gue bekerja agak melenceng dari apa yang diterima sarap (orang yang ga bisa nyebut kata dengan akhiran f ngomong saraf -red) sensorik gue. Jadi dari ulangan Komputer Sayens yang boleh bawa catetan satu lembar tapi ternyata ga guna, tanpa istirahat gue langsung bergegas ke kelas Matematik Diskrit. Beberapa waktu yang lalu gue bisa komplain karena soal yang lumayan simpel ga boleh dikerjain pake tabel kebenaran. Eh kali ini Mister satu itu dengan pintarnya mengabulkan keinginan gue memakai tabel kebenaran, TAPI... soal yang dia buat aujubile panjangnya amit-amit, jadi tabel kebenarannya juga alhasil panjang banget. Akibatnya, otak gue mulai ga nurut sama perintah hati. '1 + 0' gue itung '1 x 0', 'atau' gue baca 'dan'. Ya oloh... dan itu baru gue sadari pas waktunya tinggal sisa 2 menit. Jadi ga semua soal sempet gue periksa. Mudah-mudahan soal yang ga sempet dicek ulang ga salah itung deh.

Untungnya abis itu ada istirahat sejam buat makan siang, baru lanjut ke ulangan Fisika, jadinya otak istirahat dikit deh. Gue ngerjain tes Fisika si kayanya bisa, tapi kayanya doang sih, ga tau beneran bisa apa engga. Pokoknya tinggal diliat deh nanti hasilnya gimana.

Ngomong-ngomong, Pei itu cantik sekali yah? Imut-imut lagi! Udah gitu baek hati, rajin, ramah, tabah, sederhana, dan gemar menabung! ^o^ Hahahaha... Pasti elo semua langsung eneg deh. Gpp yah, kan narsis pangkal PeDe. Jadi biar tambah PeDe harus narsis dong. Hehehehehe...

Something About a Girl

From Ms. LP's Friendster Bulletin Board. Thanks! It's kinda true, so I want to post it here...

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says 'I love you',
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says 'I miss you',
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

Tabiat Orang Kampung

Tau kan apa yang terjadi kalo tiba-tiba ada pembagian sembako gratis di kampung-kampung? Langsung deh orang-orang rame berebutan, pokoknya semua berusaha dengan cara apapun ngedapetin sebanyak-banyaknya.

Nah ini sama nih keadaannya dengan di asrama gue. Jadi dari hari Senen kemaren sampe Jumat ini jam 12 siang, dinamakan hari Apresiasi Residen Asrama a.k.a. Residen Apresiesien Dei (Resident Appreciation Day dibahasaIndokan-red). Tiap hari para penasehat residen a.k.a. Residen Etvaiser (Resident Advisor dibahasaIndokan lagi hehehe... keren kan jadinya?) bagi-bagi permen gratis kalo lagi keliling, trus cuci baju juga gratis, sewa vakum kliner gratis, buka kunci pintu gratis, de el el. Mulai deh kelakuan kampungnya anak-anak keliatan.

Contoh satu ni, kalo lupa bawa kunci pintu alias ga bisa masuk ke kamar karena kuncinya ketinggalan (di sini kamarnya otomatis ngunci sendiri kalo ditutup), kan biasanya harus bayar buat minta dibukain. Mumpung gratis si A bilang ke gue: 'eh yok yok sengaja ga bawa kunci, biar gaya minta dibukain.' Hauahuahauhua... kagak ah! Gila kali nanti kalo keterusan sampe event-nya abis, bisa-bisa bokek gue bayar melulu!

Itu masih mending. Yang lebih gawat adalah masalah cuci baju. Biasanya kalo mau make mesin cuci sama mesin ngeringin harus bayar. Trus anak-anak langsung pada berbondong-bondong nyari apapun untuk dicuci. Gile aja tu mesin semua penuh terus 24 jam sehari. Semua rela ngantri sampe pada ga tidur. Gue juga hampir terbawa arus untuk jadi orang kampung si, rencananya sprei, jaket, anduk, baju, semua mo gue cuci. Tapi pas ke bawah semua penuh, sejam kemudian masih penuh, sejam kemudian lagi masih penuh, akhirnya gue ke sono tiap setengah jam, juga penuh mulu! Trus pikir-pikir ya udah ntar aja jam 2-3 pagi, sapa tau semua pada tidur, ga taunya semua masih pada ngantri aja loh! Alhasil gue ga kebagian nyuci. Liat aja ntar gue mo bawa semua pr ke laundri rum (laundry room-red) ngerjain di sono sambil ngantri! Kalo masih ga berhasil juga ya nasib, emang gue uda ditakdirkan jadi putri bangsawan sih! Bukan orang kampung... =P

Ya udah, doain yo kawan-kawan biar gue bisa nyuci baju gratis! Hohoho... dodol nih ^^;;

Setiap Wanita itu Cantik...

Ada artikel bagus ni dari Bullboardnya Mbak E di Friendster. Makasih yo...

Seorang anak laki-laki kecil bertanya kepada ibunya, "Mengapa engkau menangis?"

"Karena aku seorang wanita", kata sang ibu kepadanya.

"Aku tidak mengerti", kata anak itu.

Ibunya hanya memeluknya dan berkata, "Dan kau tak akan pernah mengerti"

Kemudian anak laki-laki itu bertanya kepada ayahnya, "Mengapa ibu suka menangis tanpa alasan?"

"Semua wanita menangis tanpa alasan", hanya itu yang dapat dikatakan oleh ayahnya.

Anak laki-laki kecil itu pun lalu tumbuh menjadi seorang laki-laki dewasa, tetap ingin tahu mengapa wanita menangis.

Akhirnya ia menghubungi Tuhan, dan ia bertanya,"Tuhan, mengapa wanita begitu mudah menangis?"

Tuhan berkata: "Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan...

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang sering kali datang dari anak-anaknya...

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dankelelahan tanpa mengeluh...

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya...

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya...

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu...

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk diteteskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan kapan pun ia butuhkan."

Kau tahu: Kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, sosok yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya. Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, karena itulah pintu hatinya - tempat dimana cinta itu ada.

Setiap Wanita itu Cantik..

Are You in Love Test

See what I find on Friendster. Are you included in one of these examples? Special thanks to Ms. EA for posting this on the bulletin board.

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...

WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...

WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...

NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...

HOLD ON TO THE PERSON YOU LOVE...
BEFORE HE/SHE SLIPS AWAY...
AND YOU CAN NEVER GET HIM/HER BACK...


When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then you are in love with that person.

Around My Bed

Let me describe what I have around my bed. First, I have 3 pictures that are hanging on the wall beside my bed. The first one is Kaká, my favorite soccer player from AC Milan. For further explanation about him, please see my old post.


Kaká

The other pictures are my great masterpieces, which I drew in the first year of senior high school. Salmon Winter. The assignment was for free drawing. Since I didn't have any good idea what to draw, I used a Christmas card as an example. I was so surprised that I could draw a good picture (in my opinion). Why did I choose Salmon Winter as the title? I chose Salmon because the sky color was salmon, and Winter because the picture was full of snow.


Salmon Winter

Mozaic. The basic rule for this picture was to draw some objects and then paint them with varieties of colors which still belong in the same color category. I liked blue, so I chose blue as the main color, then I chose green and violet which were close to blue. Not as I expected, after the paint was dry, the color turned into pink instead of violet. Fortunately, the picture still looked nice.


Mozaic

Other than pictures, I brought two dolls from my home, which are always there besides me when I sleep. Their initials are TM and MM. TM was a birthday gift from my childhood friend, Ms. PF. Along with 4 other bunny dolls (another TM, BM, and another BM), it formed a bunny family! Too bad it suffers from a skin disease (losing some of its fur), because I washed it too much. MM, I don't know why I could give that name when I was a little child. In Indonesian, it sounds a little bit dirty. Hehehehe... That's why I censored it into MM, just think that it is an acronym of Mickey Mouse then. MM is the second doll that my Dad bought for me. I think it was originally from Singapore. The first doll was Anak Orens (Orange Child), but I don't know why it's not so special for me compared to MM. TM and MM hold a special value in my heart, but my mom thought I was too old to keep the dolls. Therefore, I brought them here so that my mom couldn't throw them away.


My cute dolls

Resep-resep praktis ala Pei

Ajaib! Bukan sulap bukan sihir! Si Pei yang enggak bisa masak ini akhirnya masak juga lho. Hahahahaha... Sebenernya si masakan pertama yang gue bisa adalah bakso saos tirem ala Pei, tapi sayangnya ga gue abadikan! Makanya, yang kedua ini langsung de gue poto sebelom dimakan: nasi goreng ala Pei! YeeHaaaa!


Nasi Goreng ala Pei

Mari Anda-Anda semua yang ga bisa masak, gue kasi cara praktisnya dah.

Bakso saos tirem ala Pei
Bahan: bakso, bawang bombay, saos tirem, garem, merica, minyak goreng
1. Potong-potong bawang bombay sama bakso, gedenya atur sendiri
2. Panasin minyak di penggorengan/panci, atur dah!
3. Masukkin aja bawang ma baksonya, trus kasi saos tirem, garem, sama merica

Nasi goreng ala Pei
Bahan: bakso/sosis/dua-duanya, bawang putih, telor, nasi putih, saos tomat, kecap manis, garem, merica, minyak goreng, kalo doyan pedes pake saos sambel
1. Potong-potong bawang putih sama sosis/bakso/dua-duanya
2. Panasin minyak di penggorengan/panci, suka-suka elo mo pake apa
3. Masukkin bawang putih, telor, sama sosis/bakso/dua-duanya
4. Kalo udah agak mateng masukkin nasi, trus kasi saos tomat, kecap manis, garem sama merica, kalo doyan pedes tambahin saos sambel

Pesen: gue ga kasi takerannya soalnya sesuka yang masak si, yang penting entar akhir-akhirnya tinggal dicobain, enak, ya udah. Heuheuheueh....

Suatu pemikiran

aku takut hari itu tiba
saat di mana hanya ada aku dan gelapnya malam
tanpa ada tawa matahari yang mewarnai hari
saat itu nampak begitu jauh
namun hanya dalam sekejap telah dekat

Gue lagi banyak pikiran, pusing. Makin gede urusan makin repot, masalah makin banyak. Dulu waktu gue masi kecil rasanya pengen banget cepet gede, kalo ultah senengnya bukan maen. Tapi entah sejak kapan, mungkin sejak kelas 2 SMP, gue ga suka sama yang namanya ultah, soalnya pertanda gue makin tua, dengan kata lain masalah tambah banyak. Apalagi sejak kelas 3 SMA, dikit banget yang inget ma ultah gue, makin ga suka lagi dah.

Pacaran. Kalo uda gede pacaran emang makin repot. Jaman-jaman SMP suka ya jadian, ga cocok putus. Ga jadi masalah mo beda cita-cita, beda hobi, beda prinsip, beda negara, beda agama, dan beda-beda lainnya. Tapi kalo uda gede, segala sesuatu uda mesti dipikirin dong, apalagi kalo uda menyangkut masa depan, karir atau cinta? Apalagi buat cewe, pasti akhirnya karir akan terbentur juga sama urusan berkeluarga. Karena ga mungkin dapetin dua-duanya setinggi-tingginya, pada akhirnya harus ngorbanin salah satu. Kalo emang mo karir setinggi langit maka ga bisa berkeluarga atau keluarga jadi kurang perhatian. Kalo mo ngurusin keluarga dengan baek maka ga bisa berkarir atau karirnya biasa-biasa aja, ga sampe mentok tinggi. Ga usah jauh-jauh urusan itu de, kalo bidang talentanya laen aja bisa jadi susah. Soalnya bidang yang satu bagusnya di daerah sini, bidang laennya bagusnya di daerah sana, akhirnya harus pisahan kan. Dan gue takut banget sama yang namanya jarak jauh, karena uda terbukti pacaran jarak jauh banyak yang gagal. Emang kata-kata bijak menyebutkan kalo uda jodoh pasti ada jalannya, kalo sampe harus pisah namanya bukan jodoh. Cuman tetep aja, pikiran gue ga sampe sebijak itu.

Idup sendiri. Banyak hal dan pelajaran yang gue dapet dari tinggal sendirian, apalagi jauh dari ortu, paling pol ortu cuma bisa kasi dukungan moral. Mo minta duit juga ga bisa sekejap langsung dapet, harus tunggu kirimannya dateng, bisa makan waktu sebulan kali. Lagian cari duit ga gampang, apalagi uang sekolah gue yang aujubile amit-amit mahalnya itu. Awal-awal dateng semua harga gue ukur dalem rupiah yoolohhhhhhh.... sengsara. Kk ma bokap gue bilang kalo gue terus-terusan ngitung dalem rupiah bisa-bisa ga makan. Setelah kerja dapet gaji wuiihhh seneng bener, apalagi pas gaji pertama. Walopun ga bisa dibilang banyak, tetep aja gaji pertama gitu lho. Abis itu ya lumayanlah, beli apa-apa ga seberapa mo nangis kaya dulu. Tapi baru-baru ini, liburan kan gue ga ada kerja. Trus bayar uang sekolah sama asrama pula. Beeeee.... sengsaranya kambuh lagi. Sekarang mo beli makanan ma minuman aja uda mulai sekarat lagi. Gue bener-bener butuh kerja!

Ga tau karena kita uda bertambah dewasa atau emang masalah cara idup di sini aja, yang gue rasain si ga pernah ada temen yang bisa cocokan gila-gilaan sedih-sedihan seneng-senengan bareng kaya di Indo dulu. Awal-awal rasanya sumpek banget, curhat gini dibilang gitu, curhat gitu dibilang gini, maksudnya mereka ga pernah bisa ngertiin gue gitu lho. Kerasanya apa-apa gue salah. Cuman makin lama gue makin biasa. Sekarang gue uda belajar, gue harus bisa urus diri gue sendiri, ga pake macem-macem *****-bengek dari orang laen. Toh percuma juga mereka ga ngerti apa yang gue mau. Seperti kata Bung Karno berdikari alias berdiri di atas kaki sendiri.

Mimpi

Oke, daripada ga ada cerita mendingan gue kasi tau mimpi-mimpi gue aja. Gue kan insomnia ni belakangan ini, ga tau kenapa kok kalo tidur selalu bangun 2-3 kali, dan pasti jam 5 pagi selalu bangun. Makanya satu malem mimpinya bisa lebih dari satu. Tapi yang paling gue inget jelas cuma dua mimpi terakhir.

Yang pertama, settingnya di pertokoan, ceritanya kalo ga Mangga Dua ya Glodok, lupa gue. Nah, jadi gue tuh belanjanya pisahan sama ortu, ntar pulangnya baru ketemuan. Trus tiba-tiba HP gue bunyi, penelponnya nyariin cowo gua. Trus kan gue kasi ke dia, mukanya dia langsung tiba-tiba berubah jadi suram gitu. Abis dia balikin HP-nya ke gue, dia nanya hari Sabtu gue mau buru-buru pergi ga. Maksudnya janji gue sama dia hari Sabtu buat pergi berdua, harus hari itu apa bisa diundur. Gue bilang kalo dia ga bisa gpp kok, gue bisa nunggu minggu depannya lagi. Trus dia bilang sori, rencananya terpaksa batal, dalem hati gue kecewa banget, abis tinggal 2 hari lagi eh malah ga jadi. Abis itu dia beberes, gue tanya mau ke mana? Dia ga jawab. Gue kuatir soalnya pas ditelpon suara yang nelpon kedengeran gitu, kayanya bokapnya nyuruh dia balik dengan alasan harus melindungi keluarga. Gue tanya lagi, mau balik ke negaranya ya? Dia bilang ga tau, tapi abis itu dia pergi ninggalin gue. Gue kejar nih, sambil tereak 'Tunggu! Mau ke mana?' pake bahasa Inggris loh, caelah keren aja mimpi pake bahasa Inggris. Eh jadinya malah kejar-kejaran. Dia paling depan, gue di tengah, terus di belakang gue ada temennya ikutan kejar-kejaran. Ga jelas banget de. Pokoknya seinget gue pas lagi lari-lari gue ketemu ortu dua kali, gue bilang aja 'ntar ketemu di tampat dan waktu yang udah dijanjikan', ortu gue yang cengo gitu bingung anaknya ngapain lari-larian di mall. Uda agak lama gue kecapekan, dianya juga makin jauh, makin jauh, dan menghilang. Temennya yang ikutan ngejar tau-tau dateng dan ngasi liat gue di beberapa tembok, dia (co gue) nempel foto-foto kita berdua dan ada kata-kata perpisahannya gitu. Gue tuh rasanya langsung gimanaaaa gitu, ga bisa dijelaskan oleh kata-kata deh, pokoknya langsung JEDERRR JLEBBB hatinya ketusuk-tusuk dah. Karena sudah merasa tak ada harapan, gue balik ke kelas. Lho? Ga tau deh gue, heran juga kok bisa-bisanya di dalem mall ada kelas. Pokoknya di sono ada temen-temen gue pas SMA sama cowo-cowo yang entah gue ga kenal. Trus gue mendekat ke Mbak A and.... gue nangis dah sesenggukan di pundaknya dia. Lalu saya TERBANGUN... untunglah terbangun, itu aja aer mata udah netes sebiji, apalagi kalo dilanjutin bisa-bisa pas bangun udah basah ni muka.

Setelah berkata dalam hati 'untung cuma mimpi' dan merasa lega, gue tidur lagi. Dan mimpi yang kedua adalah...

Gue lagi tidur (behhhh tidur dalam tidur) setengah sadar denger suara nyokap ma ade gue, tapi dasar males gue bodo amat tidur terus. Tau-tau ada anak kecil nyelonong masuk en ngebangunin gue dengan gaya kasarnya, tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah ADEK gue. 'Eh kamu kok di sini?' 'Iya, baru dateng sama mami.' 'Eh mana mami? mana mami?' Dalem hati gue mikir gimana sih dateng kok ga bilang-bilang, kan kalo bilang gue mo minta bawain gunting rambut biar nyokap gue motongin ni rambut. Trus nyokap gue dateng n menjawab komplain gue soal gunting rambut dengan 'potong rambut pake gunting kertas biasa juga bisa'. Pokoknya setelah itu gue ma kk gue ngajak mereka pergi ke perpustakaan. Hehehehehe... Reuni keluarga kok malah di perpustakaan. Itu perpustakaan lucu bener, kalo ada buku yang disuka boleh dibeli dan dibawa pulang, udah berasa toko buku aja. Gue bantuin kk gue nyariin bukunya Series of Unfortunate Events. Abis itu..... saya TERBANGUN lagi. Sialannnnnnn ternyata cuma mimpi, padahal uda seneng-seneng nyokap gue dateng.

Post kali ini ga jelas ya? Bodo amat, pokoknya gue pengen cerita. Hehehehehe...

Jerawat Pecah

Lho Pei, kok udah jam 2 lebih gini belom tidur? Mau tau jawabannya? Kita tanya: GALILEO. Ohohoho... Jadi inget waktu gue masuk kuis Galileo di SCTV dulu bareng Ms. GCK. Sayang sekali saya kalah, kalo menang pasti gue uda sebar-sebarin ke segala penjuru dunia untuk nonton Pei di SCTV. Huehueheuheue....

Eniwei, saya memang insomnia belakangan ini, tapi tenang aja, kali ini masalahnya bukan itu. Jadi, Pei lagi maen FF X-2 ni, pas liat jam, ternyata secara tak disadari saya terlalu banyak maen sampe udah jam 1/2 2. Alhasil, saya matiin tuh TV dan PS 2 trus cuci muka. Selese cuci muka, perhatian gue langsung tertuju pada satu buah jerawat yang lumayan besar di idung. Selidik punya selidik, gue tiba-tiba inget satu perkataan guru Biologi soal jerawat yang besaaaaaaarrrrr.

Kalo tuh jerawat dipencet, pertama bakal keluar nanah, terus darah. Pokoknya pencet terus sampe darahnya kering dan bersih, ntar pasti cepet kempesnya.

Metode itu sebenernya udah sering dicoba di Indo, makanya tiba-tiba jadi muncul keisengan untuk memencet jerawat tersebut. Ternyata sodara-sodara! Darahnya banyak sekali, ga brenti2. Walahhhh... Ga mungkin dong gue tinggal tidur, ntaran kalo darahnya beku di luar malah makin parah ni muka. Ya udah sampe sekarang gue lagi pegangin tissue buat bersihin darah yang keluar. Dipikir-pikir daripada nggak ada kerjaan sambil nungguin jerawat sampe bersih, mendingan nulis blog aja, sekalian ngasi berita terbaru gitu. Hihihihi...

Ya sudah, sekian dulu cerita dari saya. Oiya, kesan pertama gue dan kk gue tentang FF X-2: kaya selormun! (sailormoon dibahasa Indonesiakan-red). Pake acara ganti-ganti baju segala. Eh, no offense buat para penggemar FF X-2! Oke dah itu dulu. Dadah didih duduh dedeh dodoh!!!

Surat Cinta IPS vs Puisi Cinta IPA

Gue dapet ini dari Mbak I. Makasih Mbak! Kalo ga salah yang puisi anak IPA, gue sempet nyebarin ke anak-anak satu kelas pas kelas 3 SMA, sumbernya dari majalah sekolah apa gitu. Kalo yang surat cinta anak IPS gue ga tau. Pokoknya lucu kok, baca ajah! Enjoy!

Surat Cinta Anak IPS

Hal : Penawaran Kesepakatan

Dengan hormat,

Saya sangat gembira memberitahukan Anda bahwa saya telah jatuh cinta kepada Anda terhitung tanggal 17 April 2003. Berdasarkan rapat keluarga kami tanggal 15 Mei lalu pukul 19.00 WIB, saya berketetapan hati untuk menawarkan diri sebagai kekasih Anda yang prospektif. Hubungan cinta kita akan menjalin masa percobaan minimal 3 bulan sebelum memasuki tahap permanen. Tentu saja, setelah masa percobaan usai, akan diadakan terlebih dahulu on the job training secara intensif dan berkelanjutan. Dan kemudian, setiap tiga bulan selanjutnya akan diadakan juga evaluasi performa kerja yang bisa menuju pada pemberian kenaikan status dari kekasih menjadi pasangan hidup. Biaya yang dikeluarkan untuk ke rumah makan dan shopping akan dibagi 2 sama rata antara kedua belah pihak. Selanjutnya didasarkan pada performa dan kinerja Anda, tidak tertutup kemungkinan bahwa saya akan menanggung bagian yang lebih besar pengeluaran total. Akan tetapi, saya cukup bijaksana dan mampu menilai, jumlah dan bentuk pengeluaran yang Anda keluarkan nantinya.

Saya dengan segala kerendahan hati meminta anda untuk menjawab penawaran ini dalam waktu 30 hari terhitung tanggal penerimaan surat. Lewat dari tanggal tersebut, penawaran ini akan dibatalkan tanpa pemberitahuan lebih lanjut, dan tentu saja saya akan beralih dan mempertimbangkan kandidat lain. Saya akan sangat berterima kasih apabila Anda berkenan untuk meneruskan surat ini kepada adik perempuan, sepupu bahkan teman dekat anda, apabila Anda menolak penawaran ini.

Demikian penawaran yang dapat saya ajukan dan sebelumnya terima kasih atas perhatiannya.

Hormat saya,
Bakal calon pasanganmu

Puisi Cinta Anak IPA

Archimedes dan Newton tak akan mengerti
Medan magnet yang berinduksi di antara kita
Einstein dan Edison tak sanggup merumuskan E=mc²
Ah tak sebanding dengan momen cintaku

Pertama kali bayangmu jatuh tepat di fokus hatiku
Nyata, tegak, diperbesar dengan kekuatan lensa maksimum
Bagai tetes minyak milikan jatuh di ruang hampa
Cintaku lebih besar dari bilangan avogadro

Walau jarak kita bagai matahari dan Pluto saat aphelium
Amplitudo gelombang hatimu berinterfensi dengan hatiku
Seindah gerak harmonik sempurna tanpa gaya pemulih
Bagai kopel gaya dengan kecepatan angular yang tak terbatas

Energi mekanik cintaku tak terbendung oleh friksi
Energi potensial cintaku tak terpengaruh oleh tetapan gaya
Energi kinetik cintaku = (1/2)mv²
Bahkan hukum kekekalan energi tak dapat menandingi hukum kekekalan di antara kita

Lihat hukum cinta kita
Momen cintaku tegak lurus dengan momen cintamu
Menjadikan cinta kita sebagai titik ekuilibrium yang sempurna
Dengan inersia tak terhingga
Takkan tergoyahkan impuls atau momentum gaya
Inilah resultan momentum cinta kita