Sunday, January 22, 2006

Aaaah my hair!!!

This place is extremely cold now. It's been proven.

This morning I woke up kinda late, so I took shower right away and washed my hair. I got ready as soon as possible and ran to the church. There was no time to dry my hair, I just combed it. Guess what happened when I arrived at the church? My hair... it was frozen!!! All the hair was stuck into one and as hard as a block of ice -__-;;

Crazy, it's crazy!!! And I still got two more winter to come T___T

So how is my hair now? Well, the room temperature made my hair back to normal and it's dry now *relieved*

Saturday, January 14, 2006

another dream

Last night I dreamt of someone that I shouldn't dream of. Maybe it's just because of my recent talk with a friend. In that dream he was extremely nice to me. Sending me home while talking about the past. I wasn't sure what we were talking about exactly, until suddenly he hugged me and said "Too bad you're not mine anymore. You're someone else's now." This is the most impossible thing coz he never even held my hand before so hugging is out of the question. Moreover, he regretted what he did?! Huh, I don't think that would happen in my entire life. So what did I answer in the dream? I was kinda sad too but then I told him "Remember, it was your choice to have someone else beside you." And you know what, I was very satisfied when I said that. Hehehehe... I think I still have that desire until now. I have been wanting him to regret so much of what he did to me. So harsh, but don't get me wrong. I never want to hurt him, I just want him to realize that I'm more precious than what he thought. Oh well, that shouldn't matter anymore coz it's just the past that has been closed forever.

And about the other girl, at one time I was so afraid of her, since she didn't only ruin my relationship, but my pre-relationship with another guy as well (maksudnya PeDeKaTeh gitu hehehehe...) People say we look alike, just that she is prettier coz she has that Indo face (a mixture of Indonesian and European). Not fair, isn't it? I have to lose on physical matter in which I can't do anything. However, I was relieved coz I moved to this country and she stayed in Indonesia, so I hope she won't get into my way anymore.

Oh well, kenapa jadi curhat colongan gini ya?

Thursday, January 5, 2006

nasehat ibu peri

ibu peri...
begitu aku memanggilnya karna waktuku bertemu dengan ibu peri tak pernah tentu
munculnya selalu tiba-tiba, di tengah jalanku pulang dari sekolah
'tak semua orang pintar, nak...' kata ibu peri sewaktu mengobati lukaku dari pertengkaran dengan musuh satu sekolah
'apa maksudnya, Bu?' tanyaku bingung karna aku ingat ibu peri pernah mengatakan bahwa semua orang itu pintar, hanya saja terkadang mereka malas
'semua memang punya otak yang sehat, tapi tak semua memanfaatkan dengan baik.'
aku pun masih terbengong-bengong mencerna kata-kata ibu peri
'dan sekarang semua terserah kamu. mau menjadi orang yang memakai otak atau membuang-buang otak?'
'tentu yang pakai otak dong, bu!' jawabku bersemangat

terima kasih ibu periku... ^-^


I've been dreaming of non-sense things recently. Last nite I dreamt of having a wedding. Hohohohoho... What does that mean? Yesterday I dreamt of committing suicide and becoming a ghost. Hohohoho... What does that mean either? The day before I also dreamt of participating in a flying competition and ended up in an adventure of saving an animal. Isn't that cool? Hauhauhauahua... Non-sense though. I wish all of those dreams don't mean anything specific.