Aaaah my hair!!!

This place is extremely cold now. It's been proven.

This morning I woke up kinda late, so I took shower right away and washed my hair. I got ready as soon as possible and ran to the church. There was no time to dry my hair, I just combed it. Guess what happened when I arrived at the church? My hair... it was frozen!!! All the hair was stuck into one and as hard as a block of ice -__-;;

Crazy, it's crazy!!! And I still got two more winter to come T___T

So how is my hair now? Well, the room temperature made my hair back to normal and it's dry now *relieved*

another dream

Last night I dreamt of someone that I shouldn't dream of. Maybe it's just because of my recent talk with a friend. In that dream he was extremely nice to me. Sending me home while talking about the past. I wasn't sure what we were talking about exactly, until suddenly he hugged me and said "Too bad you're not mine anymore. You're someone else's now." This is the most impossible thing coz he never even held my hand before so hugging is out of the question. Moreover, he regretted what he did?! Huh, I don't think that would happen in my entire life. So what did I answer in the dream? I was kinda sad too but then I told him "Remember, it was your choice to have someone else beside you." And you know what, I was very satisfied when I said that. Hehehehe... I think I still have that desire until now. I have been wanting him to regret so much of what he did to me. So harsh, but don't get me wrong. I never want to hurt him, I just want him to realize that I'm more precious than what he thought. Oh well, that shouldn't matter anymore coz it's just the past that has been closed forever.

And about the other girl, at one time I was so afraid of her, since she didn't only ruin my relationship, but my pre-relationship with another guy as well (maksudnya PeDeKaTeh gitu hehehehe...) People say we look alike, just that she is prettier coz she has that Indo face (a mixture of Indonesian and European). Not fair, isn't it? I have to lose on physical matter in which I can't do anything. However, I was relieved coz I moved to this country and she stayed in Indonesia, so I hope she won't get into my way anymore.

Oh well, kenapa jadi curhat colongan gini ya?

nasehat ibu peri

ibu peri...
begitu aku memanggilnya karna waktuku bertemu dengan ibu peri tak pernah tentu
munculnya selalu tiba-tiba, di tengah jalanku pulang dari sekolah
'tak semua orang pintar, nak...' kata ibu peri sewaktu mengobati lukaku dari pertengkaran dengan musuh satu sekolah
'apa maksudnya, Bu?' tanyaku bingung karna aku ingat ibu peri pernah mengatakan bahwa semua orang itu pintar, hanya saja terkadang mereka malas
'semua memang punya otak yang sehat, tapi tak semua memanfaatkan dengan baik.'
aku pun masih terbengong-bengong mencerna kata-kata ibu peri
'dan sekarang semua terserah kamu. mau menjadi orang yang memakai otak atau membuang-buang otak?'
'tentu yang pakai otak dong, bu!' jawabku bersemangat

terima kasih ibu periku... ^-^

dreams

I've been dreaming of non-sense things recently. Last nite I dreamt of having a wedding. Hohohohoho... What does that mean? Yesterday I dreamt of committing suicide and becoming a ghost. Hohohoho... What does that mean either? The day before I also dreamt of participating in a flying competition and ended up in an adventure of saving an animal. Isn't that cool? Hauhauhauahua... Non-sense though. I wish all of those dreams don't mean anything specific.

untitled

you...
appear so sudden out of nowhere
and when i try to look closely
you're gone...
leaving a lot of questions
whose answers are nowhere to be found
so who are you?
what are you?

romantic stuff

Thanks to Ms. CS for sending the piece below. So romantic! =)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

soccer news - mungkin agak ketinggalan jaman

Yooo... I realized it's been a long time I didn't check on any soccer news or gossips. Hueheuheue... Lots of changes have happened in this year! Whoaaaa I'm so surprised.

For those of you who still follow the soccer news, why don't you tell me???

1. Hidetoshi Nakata doesn't play in Italy anymore! I knew that he moved from Parma to Bologna, then from Bologna to Fiorentina. But I never imagined that he would play in Bolton Wanderers (England). Anyway, I read his diary and he said he would like to go back to school if he had time. He wanted to go to school overseas (not Japan). That means, is it possible that he's gonna study in this city??? -> TAK MUNGKIN!!!!!! =P


2. Shinji Ono changed his website completely and all the English version is gone! Oh well, for those of you who understand Japanese can check this out: Shinji Ono's Official Website. Shinji finally has a bald head again. The last time I saw him, his hair was so weird. Now it's better =)


3. Alessandro Del Piero got married already. Wow! This is NEWS after lots of speculation and uncertainty. If I'm not wrong his wife's nickname is Sonia. My dear friend, Ms. AS, are you still loyal to Del Piero???? =P


4. Francesco Totti is also married already. If I'm not wrong, his wife's name is Ilary Blassi (American model?).


5. Alessandro Nesta's website, in which I'm an official member of the fans club, is closed. Now I don't know how he's doing. Hello handsome, how are you doing???


6. Wondering about Fabio Cannavaro and his kids (Martina and Christian), and also his brother, Paolo Cannavaro. How are they doing? I'm still not successful to find some news about them.


7. I missed a lot of chat opportunities with a soccer player such as with Pippo Inzaghi and Alberto Gilardino. Nyuuuu.... If you haven't known already, I've chatted (with the real person through the official website of the club!) with Sebastien Frey (in which he answered 'have s*x' in one of my question -> I never forget this coz he was my favorite player at that time, so it hurt me a lot! =P), AC Parma's coach at that time (duh I forgot his name! Oh ya Cesare Prandelli!), and my cute little Kaká (This one required a sacrifice coz on the next day I had two Final Exams! It didn't matter though =P). I also joined the chat with Alessandro Costacurta, but unfortunately he didn't answer my questions at all. Then, my fan letter for Shinji Ono twice appeared in his official website. The last one was my contact to Adrian Mutu via his official website. I got his reply sent right to my email, but I wasn't sure if he was really the one who replied me. Still, that's so nice though. I actually tried to send a real letter to Kaká via AC Milan's address, but no luck! Huehueheuehueheu...


8. Last but not least, my lovely Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite a.k.a. Kaká. Ohhhhhhmaiiiiigaaaattttt! I just found out that Kaká is getting married soon, on December 23rd to Caroline Celico, which is only 18 years old (Kaká is 23 years old). Oweeeeee... so young, eh? I was browsing around and found their dating pics. SO ROMANTIC!!!! Aihhhhh.... I wanna have a romantic, cute, and handsome guy like that! Ihihihihi... (O_o someone is gonna get jealous). I saw Kaká wearing a ring now, is that an engagement ring? Another thing I found out in one of the websites: topless Kaká picture. OMG!!!! He is so SEXY!!!! Huahaahahahahahaha... If you like Kaká and are strong enough to see a sexy cute guy, see this link. Look at the post by kakacalcio dated November 21, 2005 at 12:19. Oh well, ihihihihihih... Never mind me. I'm just a little bit crazy after not seeing him for a long time. You know I'm a big fan of him. Anyway, to see more about Kaká, check this out: Kaká by Wikipedia or Kaká by my past post.

Well, now I also start to wonder about F1! How is Juan Pablo Montoya and Kimi Raikkonen? Long time no see... Time to surf again! ^^