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you...
appear so sudden out of nowhere
and when i try to look closely
you're gone...
leaving a lot of questions
whose answers are nowhere to be found
so who are you?
what are you?

romantic stuff

Thanks to Ms. CS for sending the piece below. So romantic! =)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

soccer news - mungkin agak ketinggalan jaman

Yooo... I realized it's been a long time I didn't check on any soccer news or gossips. Hueheuheue... Lots of changes have happened in this year! Whoaaaa I'm so surprised.

For those of you who still follow the soccer news, why don't you tell me???

1. Hidetoshi Nakata doesn't play in Italy anymore! I knew that he moved from Parma to Bologna, then from Bologna to Fiorentina. But I never imagined that he would play in Bolton Wanderers (England). Anyway, I read his diary and he said he would like to go back to school if he had time. He wanted to go to school overseas (not Japan). That means, is it possible that he's gonna study in this city??? -> TAK MUNGKIN!!!!!! =P


2. Shinji Ono changed his website completely and all the English version is gone! Oh well, for those of you who understand Japanese can check this out: Shinji Ono's Official Website. Shinji finally has a bald head again. The last time I saw him, his hair was so weird. Now it's better =)


3. Alessandro Del Piero got married already. Wow! This is NEWS after lots of speculation and uncertainty. If I'm not wrong his wife's nickname is Sonia. My dear friend, Ms. AS, are you still loyal to Del Piero???? =P


4. Francesco Totti is also married already. If I'm not wrong, his wife's name is Ilary Blassi (American model?).


5. Alessandro Nesta's website, in which I'm an official member of the fans club, is closed. Now I don't know how he's doing. Hello handsome, how are you doing???


6. Wondering about Fabio Cannavaro and his kids (Martina and Christian), and also his brother, Paolo Cannavaro. How are they doing? I'm still not successful to find some news about them.


7. I missed a lot of chat opportunities with a soccer player such as with Pippo Inzaghi and Alberto Gilardino. Nyuuuu.... If you haven't known already, I've chatted (with the real person through the official website of the club!) with Sebastien Frey (in which he answered 'have s*x' in one of my question -> I never forget this coz he was my favorite player at that time, so it hurt me a lot! =P), AC Parma's coach at that time (duh I forgot his name! Oh ya Cesare Prandelli!), and my cute little Kaká (This one required a sacrifice coz on the next day I had two Final Exams! It didn't matter though =P). I also joined the chat with Alessandro Costacurta, but unfortunately he didn't answer my questions at all. Then, my fan letter for Shinji Ono twice appeared in his official website. The last one was my contact to Adrian Mutu via his official website. I got his reply sent right to my email, but I wasn't sure if he was really the one who replied me. Still, that's so nice though. I actually tried to send a real letter to Kaká via AC Milan's address, but no luck! Huehueheuehueheu...


8. Last but not least, my lovely Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite a.k.a. Kaká. Ohhhhhhmaiiiiigaaaattttt! I just found out that Kaká is getting married soon, on December 23rd to Caroline Celico, which is only 18 years old (Kaká is 23 years old). Oweeeeee... so young, eh? I was browsing around and found their dating pics. SO ROMANTIC!!!! Aihhhhh.... I wanna have a romantic, cute, and handsome guy like that! Ihihihihi... (O_o someone is gonna get jealous). I saw Kaká wearing a ring now, is that an engagement ring? Another thing I found out in one of the websites: topless Kaká picture. OMG!!!! He is so SEXY!!!! Huahaahahahahahaha... If you like Kaká and are strong enough to see a sexy cute guy, see this link. Look at the post by kakacalcio dated November 21, 2005 at 12:19. Oh well, ihihihihihih... Never mind me. I'm just a little bit crazy after not seeing him for a long time. You know I'm a big fan of him. Anyway, to see more about Kaká, check this out: Kaká by Wikipedia or Kaká by my past post.

Well, now I also start to wonder about F1! How is Juan Pablo Montoya and Kimi Raikkonen? Long time no see... Time to surf again! ^^

Saya adalah Minnie Mouse

Earmuff (tutup kuping biar nggak dingin) bulet besar ditambah jerawat gede pas di tengah idung... Jadilah saya seekor Minnie Mouse... -___-;; Mana entar bakal presentasi di depan orang sekota (ditambah lagi kehadiran Mayor-nya kota ini) dan direkam di dalam video tape. Aihhh tidak!!! Bisa-bisa saya jadi terkenal dengan reputasi Mini Tikus. OMG!!! Bayanginnya ajah enggak tahan...

Don trai dis et houm!

Gue lupa kalo karbohidrat itu menyerap aer...

Peristiwa ini terjadi minggu lalu. Bahan makanan untuk sarapan pagi macem cookies dan susu sapi udah abis. Maka pilihan makanan sehat satu-satunya adalah mie instan dan keluarganya (sehat di sini maksudnya kalo dibandingkan dengan junk food macem Burger King).

Tapi berhubung gue anak malezzz, biasa kalo pagi bangunnya cuma bisa pas-pasan, sekitar 45 menit sebelom kelas. Waktu 45 menit itupun biasanya abis hanya untuk siap-siap, makan pagi, dan maen internet sebelom kelas. Ga ada waktu buat mandi juga -__-;; Hihihihihi... Tenang! Saya tidak sejorok itu...

Untuk mengatasi masalah 'nggak ada waktu buat mandi', gue pun memutuskan untuk mandi sebelom tidur. Solusi ini cukup berjalan kadang-kadang (kalo sorenya gue ga males mandi, kalo males ya terpaksa ga mandi 2 hari =P~~). Maka terpikirlah suatu solusi untuk masalah makan pagi keesokan hari itu, yaitu masak mie instan malem itu, simpen di kulkas dan microwave keesokan harinya!

Yak, sebuah solusi yang keliatannya cukup terpikirkan matang-matang. Mungkin eksperimen itu akan berhasil jikalau saya memilih indomie goreng dan sejenisnya. Tapi gue lagi ga niat makan yang goreng-gorengan, apalagi baru dapet kiriman bihun instan dari ayah dan ibu tercinta lewat sang sepupu yang baru berlibur dari tanah air pusaka. Huhuhuhu...

Rencana masak-memasak kali itu sih benernya udah gagal duluan dari pertama, soalnya bukannya disimpen di kulkas malah akhirnya berakhir di dalam perut gadis kiyut ini, abis bihunnya terlihat aduhai menawan hati sih. Hohohoho... ^o^ Trus setelah pilih-pilih lagi, akhirnya diputuskan untuk memasak mi murahan produksi negara ini. Biar enak dan lebih spesial, ditambah pake telor!

Langkah pertama akhirnya sukses ditempuh, setelah selesai mencuci piring dan sodara-sodaranya, gue kembali ke kamar dan memasukkan sewadah mie telor spesial ke dalem kulkas. 'Oke, bisa tidur dengan tenang sekarang...' pikir otak kecilku -> anggep aja otak kecil yang laper. Hihihihi...

Keesokan harinya, ketika selesai memanaskan sang makanan, ternyata kuahnya udah ilang bok! Ilang tong tong bolong!!! Nyaoloh... Trus mienya jadi gerendel-gerendel gede-gede gituh. Omaigad... Tetep si akhirnya gue coba makan, soalnya ga ada pilihan laen. Saya enekkk sama Burger King!

Akhirnya setelah separoh wadah abis, lidah gue nyerah. Ga enak bow rasanya! Uhuhuhuhu... Kesimpulan dari percobaan ini adalah: nggak ada lagi masak karbohidrat berkuah untuk disimpen lama-lama.

Ya gitu deh, saya hanya memberikan bahan ingatan untuk Anda semua. Jangan mengulangi kesalahan yang sama yo! Ihihihihihi... -__-;;

lepas... hilang sudah...

pelan-pelan...
tanpa kau sadari...
aku melepaskan diri...

lambat laun...
tanpa dia sadari...
aku melepaskan diri...

jauh...
lama sudah...
aku hilang...

meski kau sesali...
meski dia sesali...
aku tak'kan kembali...

Once you lose me, you will lose me forever...

a lil poem

to taste a sweetness just to taste a bitterness is just too painful
to clash with Your way is just too sorrowful
shouldn't open my way yet it was joyful
shouldn't regret the path yet it was miserable
can't stay in but can't let go
still no options are left to choose
when the road shows the final shape
this heart can sense where it leads
flood of tears fills the lake
yet the sun is shining so bright
the unfairness of the world is just an eternal fact