Thank you...

Whatever happens,
Whatever reasons there are,
Whatever excuses everyone said,
I'm happy to spend time with you,
Although it takes too much of my wisdom,
Although it made me lost and confused,
Although I have to bear the sadness,
I enjoy our time together =)

Cemburu

Pemandangan hari ini sangatlah buruk
Mataku bak melihat kotoran busuk
Yang kukira kuat hatiku
Nyatanya kupilih tuk berlalu

Tak kuasa kutelan fakta
Kau tlah miliki dirinya
Rasaku sudah terpotong
Semua adalah harapan kosong

P.S. Kalau kata Dewa, 'Ingin kubunuh pacarmu...'

20 November 2006

*Kata-kata yang tanpa kabar bermunculan suatu kala di tengah kesibukanku.
**Jika ada kesamaan dalam hal kata atau peristiwa, hal ini sama sekali TAK disengaja. Puisi ini hanyalah karangan semata.

sebuah tragedi

Di kala cinta itu adalah sesuatu yang terlarang
Tekanannya begitu menyakitkan seolah terasa kamu sudah mati
Hingga kamu begitu berharap seandainya kamu tak pernah mengenal dirinya

awake

When you are crazily in love, the problems come from external sources
Those are not easy to solve, but for sure much more easier to face than those which come from internal sources
So when you are widely 'awake', you face the reality
And those are the times when all temptation comes
You need to be strong, or else it will snatch your most precious things away
Not just one, but everything will be gone
So you'd rather not to be greedy

pizza and hamburgers

when you said you had the feeling
i could not believe it
was my extra effort paid off...?
although i smelled like pizza and you smelled like hamburgers
i wanted to see you right away
but being far from you could be the best thing
so you would not see the redness on my face

Health and Body

In this busy situation, it's impossible to get sick. I mean, yes it is very likely to get sick since I don't have enough sleep and rest everyday, but then I can't afford to get sick. That means I have to take care of myself.

Sleeping early is not an option for me, as the workloads keep increasing and assignments are piling up. Then I have to find other ways to at least reduce the possibility of me catching any illness. Fruits like banana, strawberry or any other kind that I barely touched in the past years become my main menu now, at least one per day. Drinking more water also become a new rule for me. Eating properly is a must, and cleaning the room is one of my agenda every week; although the last one is often missed because of this tight schedule of mine.

Hmmm... It's pretty much amazing how this girl, who never ever cared about her own health before, became sort of health conscious. Great improvement, eh!? ^^

break time

Before resuming my studies, let me share some stories that I have in these couple of days.

I haven't surfed on people's blogs for weeks, and it just happened that Friendster gave me a notice on updated blog. So I opened this blog, not realizing whose blog it was. It was my high school teacher's blog. As I read and read and kept reading, I realized that it's so beautiful, I mean her feeling and dedication as a mother and wife. And her husband, who was also my high school teacher, gave her a comment in one of her post which is so so sooooo romantic. So nice...

Anyway, onto the next topic. As a part of my continuing research, please answer this question: Do you think avocado juice is an Indonesian food? (or should I say drink.) By this I mean no other countries ever have avocado juice. It's just that everytime I talk about avocado juice to people from other countries, their reaction is like 'huh?! Avocado juice!???' So I had this little research and here is the result. My baby darling -and he's from Malaysia- said he never tasted avocado not until he came here and ate sushi. Ms. YL, also from Malaysia, didn't even know what avocado was. Ms. A, from Japan, said that avocado is only for California rolls (a sushi type). I also remembered my sis said Mrs. PP and Mr. SP, from USA, never tried avocado juice. So, my conclusion is avocado juice is an Indonesian drink. Is this right? Or do you know if avocado juice is from the Netherlands? (since Indonesia was colonialized by the Dutch so I thought maybe we got an influence from them.)