Catch Me

I'm falling...
I'm drowning...
Catch me before I sunk...
Catch me before I die...

Lunar Silver Star Story - Luna's Boat Song

Today's song is from Lunar Silver Star Story, Luna's Boat Song, as this song really expresses my feeling at this moment.

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star

But what if that star is not to come?
Will that dream fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
There's a hole within my soul

What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all i need (desperately)
Is my star to come...

New Element in The Periodic Table

Hahahaha... so funny. Thanks Ms. HS for posting this on the Friendster bulletin board!

Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 kg; isotopes may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as honey if given a proper treatment.

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for unknown cause.
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.

TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better specimen.

POTENTIAL HAZARD
Illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with each other.

!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS. BE CAUTIOUS!

di mana cahayaku?

seandainya supernova itu ada, aku ingin bertanya
bagaimana sebaiknya, curahkan semua cahaya
satu gelap musnah terbitlah terang
namun awan-awan tutupkan daku kembali
aku tenggelam dalam kelamnya lautan
terlalu lamakah memandang bulan?
bukan...
seandainya teratai ikut membantu
sang katak tak akan terjatuh dalam air
siapa lagi yang dapat membantu?
mungkin matahari, mungkin bintang jatuh
tolong, sinarilah aku...

I wonder why...

I wonder why I can't have my freedom
I wonder why I can't choose my own way
I wonder why everyone always tries to take the happiness away from me
Don't you like to see me happy?

Mind your own business
You don't know anything at all
It's me who go through all this

I feel enough pain already
Don't let me suffer more
Don't take the only reason I can keep on living with a soul
Otherwise I'll be alive but also dead like a robot

Please don't...

hanya sebuah 'mimpi'?

Gue ini emang terlalu idealis ya? Kurang realistik kah gue?

Gue tau kemungkinan untuk berhasil kecil banget, mungkin cuma 1%. Tapi gue tetep pengen nyoba, karena 1% bisa berubah jadi 50% kan? 90%, atau bahkan 100%...

Emangnya usaha itu salah? Ga bolehkah mencoba sesuatu yang sulit? Apakah gue terlalu banyak bermimpi?

When a girl cries...

Got this from Ms. MR's bulletin board in Friendster (thanks!), and I modified the spelling a little bit.

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life.

If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily,
only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.

Guys,
if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up,
maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of you,
when she cries because of you,
look into her eyes,
can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think,
which other girl have cried with pure, sincerity,
in front of you, and because of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
she cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
she cries because crying silently is no longer possible.

Guys, think about it,
if a girl cries her heart out to you, and all because of you,
it's time to look back on what you have done,
only you will know the answer for it.

Do consider it,
because one day,
it may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "I'm sorry"...